It comes Day 9...
I think I'm safe, from my nightmare, lol
But I will still be careful
cause we really won't know what will be happening next second
Okay, back to topic.
Today, it's Thursday,
and it's the day my school was going to hold a "mini concert" by class S3S2
The mini concert entitled "Dreamworks"
and our school's astro team, we named it as "Topteam" would be going to do shooting and video recording as well
I had been looking forward to this day for a long time
as I was really interested in the little concert, because the title really does attracted me
and I was also awaiting for the shooting activity as well
So....finally today comes
but I was failed to go for the shooting...
It is because I have had an argument with my dad
then he didn't let me to go for it
It made me felt truly pity :(
Actually, I'm not 100% dedicate on this activity
But what's most important is that...THE SHOOTING ACTIVITY!!
Even I'm not the anchor for this time
and maybe sometimes I don't feel like wanna do it
but I still care, VERY MUCH!!
It's because,
this is the only thing he will always approve me on
How many secondary school students can learn these professional shooting skills and stand in front of the camera as an anchor?
How many secondary school students have this opportunity?
I know, I know that he will always approve me on this
Even I'm totally failed, or else, sucks,
this is the only thing he must not deny and approve on it
and agreeing that I am still a nice one from the other angle
But, I failed.
The only thing I did today,
was just that,
I carried on the professional video camera on my shoulder and recorded something (useless things lol )
and my friends had taken some photos of me when I was carrying the video camera
I love those photos soooooooooooooo much!
I looked professional in those photos.
and, I hope that he can see it
I hope that he can see how professional am I in this area
The only thing I want him to know is that,
No one is perfect, everyone has their imperfections,
the more we know about each other, the more imperfections would be found
Somehow, we can just find a way to be tolerate
Everyone will have their merit one as well
sometimes we just need to change our point of view and try to see the good one
There is no perfection in reality,
but perfection will always exist as our eye-sight changes.
So, my beloved one,
Can you please see me from the other angle,
know me from the other side,
then, re-definite me, be proud of me,
and,
love me like how you used to be?
Can you just affirm my "perfection"
but not only those imperfections?
Can you please realize that I'm still a nice girl,
on the other hand?
23/04/2015
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