Day 3 : What are you going to tell me if this is the last time you see me?

"What are you going to tell me if this is the last time you see me? "

This is not the first time I asked this question
the last time when I asked this is on November 2014, the day before I went to Taiwan
because air disasters often happened during that period
so it made me curious about this
then I asked.

For now, I wish to ask this again, especially HIM

The reason is as folow :

These days I always dream, especially for this 2-3 days
my dreams are just like a drama
when I awake, then it paused
and it continue automatically in the next night
at first, I don't actually know what's the dream talking about
I just remember that I talked to someone in the dream but I can't see it clearly who he/she is
in our conversation
the person said that :"After your road accident happened..."
Even "me" in the dream just answer him/her without feeling weird
my mind is still working and I still remember that moment my mind was asking
"What the hell car accident that I had?!"

Then, last night,
the dream continued,
and it went even clear.
"Me" in the dream is the future "me" in year 2016 or 2017
The story is that,
I had a serious car accident within a week breaking up with him
and I just get into coma situation after that, for more than 1 year ( almost 2 years I think)
After I get well, everything changed, of course.
I told one of my friends ( I think he/she is my friend lol cause I can't see him/her clearly also) that I still feel like breaking up with him is just a week ago
I still love him, very very much, after 1 year ++
Then I meet him, in the dream
I asked him, "If I said I want to get back together with you at 2 years ago, will you promise me?"
the question is deeply "printed" into my mind
but I'm sad that I can't remember his answer :(

There are many sayings pointed out that
things/incidents that we dreamed can always happen in the real life
and we dreamed that as a prediction/
For myself instead, few of my dreams came into real life before also
so, I'm worrying about this
Actually, I'm not scared
because I always believe that
WHAT HAD BEEN PLANNED TO HAPPEN, HAPPEN.
Just,
I believe that I will be feeling very badly
as I'm not able to talk to him ( I mean like how we used to be, not hi-bye style talking ) before the accident
What if he didn't love me in the future, a year plus?
Time changes things. What if time grab his love from me?
So on, how about my friends? My family? My study?
.
.
.

Hence,
even my friends, when they heard about my dream,
they are worrying about me too.
My friend who walked with me to the Pudu Bus Station today,
she don't dare to simply cross the road because I'm there haha
actually it's a bit touching
but I still worry about something bad will happen @@

Therefore, I really feel like want to ask him,
what is he going to tell me if it's the last time he see me?
Will he say he love me? or what?
I still looking forward to hear that "I love you" from him again

My friends, who are reading this post now,
can you kindly please tell me also,
what are you all going to tell me if it's the last time you see me?

Let's speak our words out!
Who knows what's going to happen in the future?
Don't wait until that's no chance again, and regret?

If, I mean if, my dream really come true,
please help me to show him my blog,
I want to tell him that,
I ALWAYS LOVE HIM.
and I'll find a chance to tell him this also, maybe.
I will try my best
cause "regret" is not allow in my life :)


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And there's a little "add on" for today
The photo that I lost it yesterday
it's happy to tell that
I FOUND IT!
actually it's not me who found that and I don't know how it appeared again
but I really want to thank the one who found it for me
and those who searched it for me yesterday
You all are just so lovely,
love ya.

God, is it your signal for me? I believe it is.
Please bring him back to my side,
I love him.


Lastly, Good luck to me!


Love,
17/04/2015