Day 10 : Everyone needs someone.

Day 10...
Nothing much happened by today,
don't know if it is good or bad...

For these few days,
I tried to draw my emotion out
But since my drawing skill is not that good
so it can't considered succeed
but at least I tried my best and I think my drawings can still reflect my current mood while I was drawing

Even, I tried to write calligraphy
although I have not written it for a long time
I found that it's really a good way to calm myself down
even I can't write well
but I still fallen in love with it!

And today, I found that I've already changed a lot
Today, after I finished my duty of cleaning the windows,
I walked to Pudu with one of my bestie
We planned to go KFC for "high tea"
When we were on our way,
I saw a aunty, pulling a trolley, wanting to get up to a little staircase
then I asked her :"Do you need my help?"
The aunty smiled at me then, shaking her head.

My action shocked my bestie
not only her, me either.
Before that, even when I met someone who needs help and I really felt like wanting to help
but I still don't know how to say it out and don't know how to take the initiative
and I missed many opportunities of helping others.
I think, this kind of situation goes to many people as well.
We just don't have the courage to take the initiative.

But, actually, I don't know what changes me as well
Maybe just because I can totally understand the feeling of helpless
by then I know, we should always lend our helping hand to those who needs help
Cause everyone needs someone by their side

These days, sometimes I felt helpless too
but no one can help me, I know
It's just too complicated
so I go and lend my helping hand to the others who needs it
I think this is the only things I can do
Not for him, and not for me though.

I just want to be a better one,
but not for the others to praise me
I just want to be better, cause everyone needs improvement in life.
But, still, I hope that he can see my changes, knowing that I have became more better, of course.

He's my motivation,
so that I can chase perfection continuously
and became a little better than 'yesterday' by 'today'. 


24/04/2015